QUIT procrastinating.

Friday, September 01, 2006

Get busy

My braces are finally on! Got purple bands on instead of the orange which my ortho ran out of.. and it's only when i stepped into e office that i realised purple, particularly e one that i've chosen is far too goodrich-y... (haa great.. now i have no worries bout matching e bands with my clothings cause i can easily match them with my e goodrich lanyard!)

Right now it is totally impossible to clench my teeth! or chew~ it really hurts.. e roots of my teeth are screaming for space and comfort. but no you cant really hear them. but i feel them. i feel them shifting to become neater. they are really shifting that's why i feel e pressure and e pain right? but yes jo.wong, when i look into the mirror i know they are really just as crooked as they have been yesterday!
but but but i'm not disheartened! i look at cord's teeth and i know another 9 mths or so i will say goodbye to crooked teeth, another 2 yrs i'll say bye to braces and hello to retainers, and eventually after a good 3 years say byebye to metal! By then i will have something like rp's set of teeth~ WOAH

Today marks e last day of Beadshop in Esplanade...which means I wont be working in esplanade anymore. I havent heard from my boss personally but Beadshop should be relocated to Vivocity. It will be a shop rather than a kiosk this time round. boring~ Meanwhile catch me at wisma for a month!

It's really sad cause i've already fallen in love with working in esplanade. How e ppl there takes care of me, how i get to interact so much with my sister and how e kiosk feels like mine on weekends, i will miss! Getting to know e brenner crew really really cheered me up. they are an ecstactic bunch yet slack when it comes to working and their fav past time is to bitch bout e tea room crew cept amy. even those part timers whom i'm not close to, i could exchange banters with!

just when i'm growing more attached to them beadshop has to shift.

it's really not up to me so once again i will have to accept things the way they are..

boo~

alot of times i wish i was still a kid. everything and anything i do i will hardly need to be held responsible for. i can just be as self centred as i wanna be. i can ignore others feelings and how they wish to look at me because i havent learnt to spare a thought for others and sensitivity is hardly my fren.

but i'm not a kid. every single move i make determines what kind of person i am. people judge me for every single action i take. so many things i wish to do but i cant cross e line that says "Strictly friends."
i cannot have e best of both worlds. i know i can only watch silently.

anyway it's late

i'll try to make e nx entry more interesting.

nite yall

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