QUIT procrastinating.

Sunday, April 30, 2006

I've been slacking and wasting time this whole weekend. My way of relaxing. And i was reading blogs, reading suat's blog and i saw my name appearing in her last 3 entries. We really have been spending quite a lot of quality time together recently, with lingli too. =)

And i re-read those entries that were available on that page, I saw her thank those people her thanked.

And I dont remember thanking anyone. People whom I really am thankful to. Now i sincerely give my thanks. i hope they didnt come too late. My family. My girlfriends. My boyfriends. Thanks for always being around me so that I hardly have to be alone. For those dinners. Those studying sessions. Those comforting words. Those honest comments that would wake me. Those times you chatted with me. Those times you smiled at me. Those times you laughed with me. Those times you were silently right beside me. Those times i was acknowledged as a friend.

Those times you thought I accompanied you to study, suat, thanks for studying with me actually. So entertained during the first stay in your room!

Those times my cousin asked me out to accompany her, she didnt know she was doing me a great favour.

I'm left with one paper and I'm so scared. This weekend had already confirmed my fears.

Exams are nearly over. There's nothing that needs my immediate attention and absolutely nothing to look forward to at the moment.

I need more anthony robbins and johnson spencer reinforcements.

[[* slacked again at *]] | 1:49:00 am

Monday, April 17, 2006

Where'd you go?

FONT MINOR:
WHERE'D YOU GO?

Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.

She said "Some days I feel like shit,
Some days I wanna quit, and just be normal for a bit,
"I don't understand why you have to always be gone,
I get along but the trips always feel so long,
And, I find myself tryna stay by the phone,
'Cause your voice always helps me when I feel so alone,
But I feel like an idiot, workin' my day around the call,
But when I pick up I don't have much to say,
So, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing

"Where'd you go?"
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

You know the place where you used to live,
Used to barbeque up burgers and ribs,
Used to have a little party every Hallowe'en with candy by the pile,
But now, you only stop by every once in a while,
Shit, I find myself just fillin' my time,
Anything to keep the thought of you from my mind,
I'm doin' fine, I plan to keep it that way,
You can call me if you find you have somethin' to say,
And I'll tell you, I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', at times debatin',
Tellin' you that I've had it with you and your career,
Me and the rest of the family here singing

I want you to know it's a little fucked up,
That I'm stuck here waitin', no longer debatin',
Tired of sittin' and hatin' and makin' these excuses,
For while you're not around, and feeling so useless,
It seems one thing has been true all along,
You don't really know what you got 'til it's gone,
I guess I've had it with you and your career,
When you come back I won't be here and you can sing it...

"Where'd you go?" I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone.
Where'd you go?
I miss you so,
Seems like it's been forever,
That you've been gone,
Please come back home...

[[* slacked again at *]] | 5:49:00 pm

Saturday, April 08, 2006

To you.

Sometimes we only would want to recall the bad times, for if memories were too beautiful and that you look back at them so fondly, you'll only get mired in memories of the past. Only when you learn how to smile and let go of those memories do you look back at them.

[[* slacked again at *]] | 11:31:00 pm

Friday, April 07, 2006

A proper entry

I've resurfaced~!

Actually what i meant was that I'm back blogging properly again, if you know what i mean. I didnt really want to, but given only studying and blogging.... I've already made my choice.

This semester is a little different from the previous semesters. Well things and people are everchanging. I'm studying at home right now. Previously, I can never study at home. Not that I can with high productivity right now, but I've made yet another choice. This is where people closer to my heart are. The comfort of being at home, the jokes my siblings will share with me, watching guess3 and laughing together, dining at home (my mum's soups are superb) and being so loved. I miss.

I've finally slimmed down a little. A few more kilos to go..! =) Thanks to the person who asked me how i managed to slim down (so much, according to him). Excuse me please, for being tongue-tied. At that point of time I couldnt figure out how to thank you in the face for that in front of chew. Thank you very much for asking. Wait a minute, was that concern? Woah, that was nice of you as a friend. (no pun intended)

The test that Suat mentioned in her entry, she got me to try it too. It's an Enneagram test (something to do with personality analysis) and the results are surprisely accurate just by answering 2 questions! Try this when you have the time.

The fact that i do not acknowledge some issues, doesnt mean I don't know what's going on. I just want to keep things simple.

To everyone taking their exams soon, good luck for your exams. After this entry, it's really time to get down to studying. I'm talking about both me, and you.

Just a little something for today:
Tomorrow will be a better day only if you dont leave today's shit to be cleared tomorrow.

All the best in all, peeps.

[[* slacked again at *]] | 12:50:00 pm

Tuesday, April 04, 2006

I forbid you to be my reflection.

Tell those words that I'll never have the chance to say to him again.

Do it for me, girl. Do it for me.

Everything will work out just fine. Smile girl, smile.

[[* slacked again at *]] | 12:13:00 am