QUIT procrastinating.

Saturday, March 25, 2006

It took me way too long to realise I should be smiling.

It doesn't matter whether all's fine but at least I'm beginning to accept and embrace and most importantly smile. And I'm genuinely trying. Everything, I mark it today, is going to be a okay.

My brother asked me to study hard today. So ironical. He shared his ai xin (love-filled) eclair with me. Too much of those love is killing him, or at least his stomach.

I know everyone around me just loves me. I'm so thankful. =)

Thank you all for loving me, or for loving me once.

There'll be a way, I'm sure.

[[* slacked again at *]] | 12:05:00 am

Friday, March 17, 2006

It's not my responsibility to vouch for anyone's safety but my own. So watch your steps.

I'm thankful but i'm not grateful.

As much as I want to, I cant bring myself to. I'm sorry to you, you and you.

[[* slacked again at *]] | 2:44:00 pm

Sunday, March 12, 2006

There's no trophy in the maze no more. It probably has always been the story of the girl and the maze, but never the girl, the maze and the trophy.

They say when it's time to wake up, it's really time to pull yourself out of the mud and wash yourself clean. I think that time has arrived.

[[* slacked again at *]] | 10:21:00 pm

Sunday, March 05, 2006

The story of the girl and the maze

"...It's been a month since she's been in this maze. She's lost. She's very lost. Nevertheless she is not giving up on the trophy awaiting her at the finishing end of the maze. She's still looking for a way to lay her hands on the trophy. She's determined. She could have turned back to where she came from, earlier, but being in the maze for awhile makes the route of return now untraceable too.

She's certainly aware that family and friends are right outside the maze, waiting and hoping that she gets out of the it soon, from the starting point that is. She cries in her heart that she's alone in this game of maze for others see the winning of this game being bleak. She doesn't think otherwise but she's doesn't want to give up, not until she's too tired to carry on.

She wants to say sorry to family and friends who are right outside there. She just needs more time, be it to complete the maze or to be tired out. She sincerely prays that it'll not be the latter. And she thinks that the trophy is totally worth her time and effort, even if she can't find it eventually. She wants it so much she realised. For the trophy and everyone elses, she's still going strong..."

If you are a friend, she appreciates your willingness to offer advices but it is really she who can help herself. Or the trophy.

I know she just miss him so much.

[[* slacked again at *]] | 12:03:00 am