it's a rainy thursday~ feelin so cold~ feeling abit down.. but thx to my roomie's bf's mum who baked chocolate cake and thx to my roomie's bf who was thoughtful enough to bring me a slice of it and thx to my roomie who has such a sweet bf, i'm feeling abit better.. and of course it helps that e cake tasted delicious~ he's so sweet.. he cooked fried rice, brought it from home to NTU for my roomie as dinner~ oOo..
anewaez was feelin abit down~ hit by 2 bad news. ted's a property agent right? thought he wasnt that serious initially (thought it was just gonna be a part time job..) but he's damn serious bout having 2 full time jobs so he has just informed me that he might have to work from 10am-10pm on wkends soon~ meeting clients and viewing etc.. that's a life of a property agent, that's what he told me. i told him very honestly i dont know if i'll be that understanding. i really dont feel like thinking bout what'll happen when that time comes. and that time is soon to come. okook there's still friday night. but friday nights are just so tiring for him i can tell. argh......
2nd terrible news. my grandfather just passed away. and the saddest thing is i'm not feeling that sad. e attachment is just not there. he's not like my real grandfather. one of his wives (he had 4 wives...... ~guys.) adopted my mum, my mum dislikes him, i've only seen him twice in these 20yrs, greeted him once, have nv said "happy new yr, grandpa" to him b4 and i know if i were to see him on the streets he wont be able to recognise me. we are in fact strangers. i hope my parents will attend his wake though. and bring me along. if not i know i wont need too long to even forget his face. life just feels so cold at times.
i still have 1 grandfather left actually. the dearest one, my paternal grandfather, left a few yrs ago. now i feel e grief. he left even before i could tell him i love him because i really do. i was his favourite grandchild. o my god............ *sad.
my maternal grandfather i've nv seen him b4.. ok that sucks. he's still alive i know. heard from my mum. i've seen my maternal grandma once though.. but my mum also doesnt like her original family members because they sold her away. another sad truth. actually i hope i'll have a chance to meet them in their lifetime.. but how to tell my mum right.....
if you have the chance, tell your grandparents you love them today.
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